Dark Dark !!

Family backed to hometown already! But Im still stay at home cause I didnt go back.XD

Have Earth Hour today and I also open computer during earth hour ! freaking Dark >.< 

eyes so pain! finally after earth hour I saw light again ;)

I dun like dark! I dun like black! It makes me feel Im alone!

Have to suffer for 2 days at home! so boring man! just only me & my sis & maid! 

cant sms too long with him cause he was busying 

cant do anything at home cause it's nothing to do 

cant feel warm cause I felt lonely and empty

all of these just feel like Im wasting my time ! always ;(

Word Hard for nothing Study for nothing Live for nothing Cry for nothing 

nothing for me !;( 

just for him & family -I think- but not for me, myself 

WAT IS MY LIFE FOR?! I REALLY DUNO !

 cheer up ! ;)

 I <3 U ! reli reli <3 U ! XD

:: Vampire B

Baby !!! ♥

Today I wake up at 9:45am almost late for tuition but lucky Im not the last ! XD

When wanna arrive to tuition, I saw my uncle n aunt n oso my grandma. They were caring a baby! Uncle's daughter ! The baby is very cute! But I have no time to bother about it then I straight away go to tuition ! XD

After tuition then went backed to home. Reached to house's gate i can hear a baby was crying !Same as I thought the baby still there (my house =.=) with my grandma but their parents were gone. Daddy said my aunt wanna prepare for her scholarship so need us to take care their baby for half day.

The baby keep crying n crying n it will never stop! >.< then I try to carry + goyang her n walk around my house! Suddenly, she stopped crying jor !^^ she just lied down on my shoulder n I have to goyang her until she sleep!

After 30 minutes .......

She woke up n cried again !!! ish >.< then I have to goyang her repeat n repeat again! Wait until she fall asleep then I carried her to upstairs n played my comp!

Baby wake up d !!!<3

say :HI !!!!

Took picture when she was sleeping !XD

She sleep  n wake sleep n wake , Finally she wanted to play!So my sisters accompany her to play while Im folding my water lily! XD There are 100 of it n I have to finish it !

I just folded 3 of it !!!

yeah !!<3

A BAD NEWS !! Cy break up with him ad !!!;(

Cheer up girl!!! <3

:: Vampire B

Twins ! 龙凤胎 !

Morning woke up at 7 something cause wanna wait for my sis to train badminton & take bus with her to return home. >.<

Went to home about 1 something then I just do my thing as usual. Then at night , mummy wanna me to follow her go out to find customer. The family has a 龙凤胎 n a cute BABY !!! <3

The little boy is the elder brother!!!<3

HUG HUG!!!!<3

::.Vampire B

BBQ!!

That day was a nightmare or wonderful memory ?

I dunno! But I think is was a wonderful memory! XD

WE were so excited so happy & so crazy !!!

We reached to ShuYen's house by Cy's car at 4 something la but actually Im lated! XD

Then we started to prepare the food ! ShuYen & Hazel & my sis & me are taking part in Sushi!XD Cy made salad !Weiyi took photos ! ^^We had a lot of fun !!!

During BBQ suddenly rain !! >.<

Of course we still continue our BBQ!

We also took some perasan photos !! XD

After eating .....

WAS TIME FOR WATER BALLOON!!!!!

At the beginning , they were just playing water balloon. - I didnt play cause I didnt bring extra clothes XD-So I just stood beside the camera girl , ChiYen but not Weiyi . Later , their water balloon was changed to splash water!While seeing them playing was quite fun geh.When I was moving to another place ,the Shit Yuheng & Loke Shun Kenn chased me then the Stupid Yuheng just spurted the whole tong of water on my back!FREAKING WET MAN !>.<

After playing with the water , we were hungry again! >.<

We continue BBQ until 11 something but we cant finish those food!

So each of us take away some of it ! XD

Thx ShuYen & Shuyen's mum & all of people who attended the BBQ party !!! <3

Now, we see some PERASAN photos 1st XDD

::.Vampire B

我是谁?

我已经活了15年多了，可是我还是不认识我自己。

谢谢你让我知道，原来我也不认识我自己。

其实我是怎样的人，我也不清楚了。

可是就连懂我的你，也记不起了，我真的很讶异！

你说我会后悔，你说我们是不同的人，心变得好乱！

我不要后悔，我不要酱！

但是我能做的却做不到，让你很失望。是吧？

Do you still think of me

Like I think about you

Do you still dream of me

Cuz I can't sleep without you

Tell me if time should make a change

Then why do I feel the same

Your love has got me addicted

Said I don't know

When I'm with a chick and we make love I call your name

Said I don't know

Wanna be with somebody else I push them away

Tell me if time should make a change

Then why do I feel the same

I know I gotta move on but

I'm so addicted to you

:: Vampire B

Exam Over !!! ♥

Finally !!! exam is OVER & holidays are COMING !!! quite happy de lor !!! =) So..at skul I was very hyper !! but during exam time ..it was much more excited & nervous XD because WE COPY XXX.. hehe...^.^

Back to home as usual..I know my phone wont appear any new msg because he gave his phone to the facilitator jor >.<>

Warning : DUN TRUST ME TOO MUCH !!! XD

For me..I wont believe in myself or even fren (fren = her) haiz...I think she changed a lot..I cant and dun wan accept this kind of her. >.<>

Even though Im sad now but Im oso feel excited waiting for holidays & oso Sunday = BBQ !!!

Actually that day..he will return home but i cant accompany him..I know he was sad! Sorry !! ;(

And my result..very worse !!! I failed my ADD-MATH ! I think i may fail my Bio oso !!! worried !!!

End blogging without happiness ;(

:: Vampire B